ridges...

and I see the wave go right across me and I stand there looking at it disappear into the ridges...although knowing the truth they wouldn't come back, but hoping firmly that one day I shall get past the ridge... !!!

Hope... is a very amazing thought ! the good part is you always want to hold on to it, and the bad part... you always want to hold on to it...! What life gives you, it makes sure it also takes so much back...! The fairness in life is just a perspective, it depends on your side of the story. The other day Namrata asked me if I thought life was fair with me.... frankly i dont know because I had no reason to be unhappy, but I had no reason to be happy either...!

I guess this is what you call happiness with a bookmark... !

... but hoping firmly that one day I shall get past the ridge... !!!

You need to be THIS pissed about social networking and the socials to get back to your place, your basics, and your comfort.... !!! I think I'll give life a shot with no facebook for a couple of days... and i guess I'll get comfortable with the state of feeling erased !

For a dry, and comfortably numb person like me I think sometimes even a mixture of one or two emotions can be overwhelming... and I am sure at times it is the necessity of the hour. For I think, being strong is not, NOT feeling anything, its how you deal with these emotions.

Too many things going around in my mind. I guess its because I have tried to blog after a long time and am just too excited to put all of them in words or I am just too perplexed... !!! Anyways the random thoughts:

There's always opportunities spread around you, its just that YOU get your gut and go take it. So i guess getting your gut together is the tough part !

There's never a situation in life where all the doors are closed, if that was the case you don't call it life...

"Onaiya irunthu paatha thaan athoda nyayam theriyum"... you need to be a jackal to know the justification of its action.

I don't want to know where we go or where we end up... lets just go somewhere !

Eat, drink and burn the world ! ---- idea courtesy namrata !

Hmmmm..... so I guess I'll get to see more of myself here :-) !!!

Out of words.... no sense of humiliation....no sorrow... no anger.... no apathy.....just a sense of numbness..... a very "uncomfortable and disturbing" sense of numbness....!!!

Another bomb blast in Mumbai...another set of 21 precious lives lost.... another lot paying the price of being a human....another set of dreams washed away in blood......another pile of promises..... just another day in our lives !

What can we do... what the bloody fuck can we do !

Pee looon tere neeley neeley nainon se shabnam.... !!! huh.... mesmerizing... !!!

26/11.... can't get over with it !! Feel ashamed that I totally forgot about it and it didnt even strike me once that the day was relevant and that there is still an unhealed wound within us !!! salute the Armed Forces Personels, the NSG Commandos, the Police Force and the Martyrs who laid down their lives on this fateful day.

Why blame the system, and others when the problem lies within me... !!!

I think its the air in Gujarat.... every body has business ideas... !!! Met this kid in the train... while everybody was sleep, he was dead bored and his dad gave him news papers to play with and this is what the kid does...

After a long time I could feel the corner of my right eye getting wet, i thought it was due to excessive staring at the monitor, but it wasn't ....!!! I had just finished reading my friend's blog about his first stint at long distance running..... and...

Good going mate... God bless !!!