Got a li'l busy with married life and yeah FYKI still everything seems alright, I am still very much the happy guy with one more beautiful soul who has joined to share my li'l piece of joy, happiness, sorrow, excitement and fun.....!!! But life seems to have come to a stand still....has the time machine stopped working...!!! I donno whether it is because of the kind of life I'm leading or because of the kind of job I'm doing. I cherish the moments I pass through, I am happy as a person, my soul is in peace, I am trying to be comfortably numb with the situations and people with whom I don't converge... all this and more, but why isn't the time running. Am I having the 'Just Married Confused Bachelor' syndrome.... nyaaaaaaah...nyah nyah.... jargons, jargons, jargons....sudhar ja saale....!!!

As she tells me, I need to do something that interests me, at least take it as a hobby.... but I really need to indulge in it..... but what is it.... why am I in this stature of life where I dont know what i want. Is it because I have already got what I wanted and I have become content in my life. What next... got a job, have a satisfactory package, got a girl, married her, what next......don't tell me kids...!!! I am a happy man.....I know there is a vacuum inside me, but where is that vacuum, what is it about..... I really donno.....!!! I feel , I'll probably waste all my time trying to figure out what is the 'it'....!!!

You know what , may be I'm jobless, may be I'm just lethargic, may be I just dont want to work.... hah crap man.... you know what I just realized that life is not a circle....life is a set of concentric circles.... !!! or may be when I'm in a sober state (no...no..no..not with 2 pegs down) I might realize that life is a straight line.... !!! or may be when I am excited I might again realize that life is a non-linear graph..... !!!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah......cut the crap....go to work..... you are on "Merchants" from this week.... move your ass and get to work buddy.... clock's ticking....!!!