Happy Anniversary !!!

I guess it is that part of life, when you push the pause button ! Let every thought, every wish, every ambition, every happiness..... let everything pass by... I think i'll wait... !!!

These days sometimes, I miss me.. ;-) !!! Sounds corny... heh heh... may be.. but that's the way I want to put it. I miss the me who was 2 years ago...  I miss the me who never had to think... who never had to react... I miss the me who was comfortably numb... !!!

Bhool gaya hun mein woh ehsaas, bhool gaya hun mein woh jazbaat...   aisa lagtha hai inn chandh saalon mein jithne bhi khwahishein apne se simat ke rakhey tthey, woh aaj mujhe raakh mein mile... aur usi raakh ko apne seene se simat kar aaj bhi apne aap ko hosla deta hun... ki ek din issi raakh se mere khwahishon ke parindey phir se janam lenge, aur unko door kshithij mein udtha hua dekhoonga mein... !!!

kya pata.. kuch saalon baadh jab mere soch ke syahi se likhe inhi  pannon ko phir se dekhoonga toh kuch naya nazariya mil jaaye... kuch naye honsle bhad jaaye.... kuch naye andaaz khul jaaye....aur aasha karta hun ki apne aap se mere faasle na bhadein... !!!

ridges...

and I see the wave go right across me and I stand there looking at it disappear into the ridges...although knowing the truth they wouldn't come back, but hoping firmly that one day I shall get past the ridge... !!!

Hope... is a very amazing thought ! the good part is you always want to hold on to it, and the bad part... you always want to hold on to it...! What life gives you, it makes sure it also takes so much back...! The fairness in life is just a perspective, it depends on your side of the story. The other day Namrata asked me if I thought life was fair with me.... frankly i dont know because I had no reason to be unhappy, but I had no reason to be happy either...!

I guess this is what you call happiness with a bookmark... !

... but hoping firmly that one day I shall get past the ridge... !!!

You need to be THIS pissed about social networking and the socials to get back to your place, your basics, and your comfort.... !!! I think I'll give life a shot with no facebook for a couple of days... and i guess I'll get comfortable with the state of feeling erased !

For a dry, and comfortably numb person like me I think sometimes even a mixture of one or two emotions can be overwhelming... and I am sure at times it is the necessity of the hour. For I think, being strong is not, NOT feeling anything, its how you deal with these emotions.

Too many things going around in my mind. I guess its because I have tried to blog after a long time and am just too excited to put all of them in words or I am just too perplexed... !!! Anyways the random thoughts:

There's always opportunities spread around you, its just that YOU get your gut and go take it. So i guess getting your gut together is the tough part !

There's never a situation in life where all the doors are closed, if that was the case you don't call it life...

"Onaiya irunthu paatha thaan athoda nyayam theriyum"... you need to be a jackal to know the justification of its action.

I don't want to know where we go or where we end up... lets just go somewhere !

Eat, drink and burn the world ! ---- idea courtesy namrata !

Hmmmm..... so I guess I'll get to see more of myself here :-) !!!