I guess it is that part of life, when you push the pause button ! Let every thought, every wish, every ambition, every happiness..... let everything pass by... I think i'll wait... !!!

These days sometimes, I miss me.. ;-) !!! Sounds corny... heh heh... may be.. but that's the way I want to put it. I miss the me who was 2 years ago...  I miss the me who never had to think... who never had to react... I miss the me who was comfortably numb... !!!

Bhool gaya hun mein woh ehsaas, bhool gaya hun mein woh jazbaat...   aisa lagtha hai inn chandh saalon mein jithne bhi khwahishein apne se simat ke rakhey tthey, woh aaj mujhe raakh mein mile... aur usi raakh ko apne seene se simat kar aaj bhi apne aap ko hosla deta hun... ki ek din issi raakh se mere khwahishon ke parindey phir se janam lenge, aur unko door kshithij mein udtha hua dekhoonga mein... !!!

kya pata.. kuch saalon baadh jab mere soch ke syahi se likhe inhi  pannon ko phir se dekhoonga toh kuch naya nazariya mil jaaye... kuch naye honsle bhad jaaye.... kuch naye andaaz khul jaaye....aur aasha karta hun ki apne aap se mere faasle na bhadein... !!!